Where Am I Really?

Words and Music by Jill Zutty

I can't sleep-and I can't eat
But I can tell the water's deep
I shed no tears-I crack no smiles
My laughter's gone-it's been a while
I hide all my emotions
They're locked inside my soul
I've got the key it stays with me
And no one ever knows
I dance with my reactions
My innocence prevails
I'm lost inside-a distant mind
Can anybody find?
Where am I really....?
Do I even care?
Who am I clearly
That girl right over there?
I seem okay-I've got a way
To make things seem just right
But deep inside is where I'll hide
It's dark and out of sight
I flirt with my intentions
I play with their ideas
I search and pray
To end this day with peace and subtle cheer
I live within a castle
Of walls built miles high
No one comes in- my head's a spin
No one ever gets by
Where am I really?
Do I even care?
Who am I clearly
That girl right over there?
What is my game plan?
Not even a clue...
I am terribly troubled
Tortured and confused.
I do exist though I resist
To be reached all the time
Sometimes I fly and touch the sky
At least within my mind
It isn't always easy
To wake up everyday
To look at my reflection
And hope it goes away
I see right through the mirror
I stare right at my face
I see that girl who's lost her world
And needs to find her space....
Where am I really..?
Do I even care?
Who am I clearly
That girl right over there?
What is my game plan?
Not even a clue..?
I am terribly troubled
Tortured and confused
I am terribly troubled
Tortured and confused
Tortured and confused

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